We cannot deny what I would give
for memories that wouldn’t keep me up at night.
It’s a shame that all we have
is a memory that can't kill the fear.

And get out get out alive.
You won’t find any comfort here,
when I begin.

And I may have friends,
some of them the best that any man has ever known.
But they have troubles; they have troubles all on their own.

I've been feeling a bit uninspired lately.
I need something new and exciting in my life.

Lately I've been tired and uninspired,
lately I've been tired, oh-so tired.

The tick tock of the clock is painful,
all sane and logical.
I want to put my tender heart in a blender
and watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion.

I would swallow my pride
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I find nothing but faith in nothing.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
you don't know you need me.

words are just words.
they get in my way,
i can never say what i wanna say.
who will understand it anyway?
its just a waste.